Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Stagnant~

I'm about to go to bed this cold evening..it feels relaxing to spend some time at home with family and the opportunity to crash the sack this early..

After started working, it just seems like everything, every feeling that used to flow inside of me have disappeared. I dont feel emo like i used to be, i dont drink like i used to drink, don't go out till 4 in the morning, don't text the person whom i'm not supposed to text back then, don't watch drama like how i've watched everyday.

Maybe everything i felt have been covered in a corner for the time being as i'm too tired to even try to pick up where i left of. For now, im juz gonna let things fall into place by itself.

Not gonna try to feel the things that i don't feel, and not gonna think of the things that wouldn't happen. Just like a robot, i wake up, work, eat, sleep and work again...until the day i found my feelings back again...


Without wind, without sunshine and without water~


Just stagnant...

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