Possessed

As i have got nothing to eat for lunch, i might as well post up this story as a warning to my frens..

A few days back when i was in kl with my parents, my neighbor which is quite close to my mom called and asked if she could drop by my house as she have something urgent to tell her

So, my mom told her that we were in KL and will be back by the next day

Then, she came on Monday night with her daughter X, saying that X have not been sleeping for a few nites and her behavior have totally changed since then. When i saw her, i had chicken skin all over. X was a well mannered, hardworking and smart student and now desperately looking for job so that she could pay for her little sis' tuition fee in Uni

One day when she came back from (i dunno where, maybe gym) she acted like a different person. All she did whole day was just stare at people with her big rounded eyes and bites her teeth so hardly that her lips and nails turn blue. She will not answer you when you call her and she ask the same questions over and over again and not to mention, a lil bit rude too. She would sit and stare at her younger sis in the middle of the night

Her parents freaked out and decided to bring her over to ask for help in a temple. She was told not to leave the temple at the moment and was required to stay there for a nite until the "ceremony" is over. According to them, "something" went in her body and her soul is not there for now. While she was there, she would not stop banging the table and chairs as she demanded her parents to bring her out of the temple. Nobody were strong enough to control her behavior. They have no choice but to bring her back and while they were on their way back, X kept on saying that her life is miserable and she didn't wanna go home. She then ask her parents to bring her to M'cca 9th Floor (the place that is very famous for suicidal case). Well of coz they did not do that. They brought her home, sometimes she'll be ok and sometimes not.

Her parents are gonna bring her to the ceremony in temple again. Let's pray that she's gonna be ok soon

What i'm gonna say is i used believe that if you did not do anything wrong that upset "that something" then you will not be bothered by "them" . Now, it looks like i was wrong. "It" could be anywhere, anytime and it can happen to anybody. So, i just wanna warn anyone that is reading this, pls be careful and try not to go back too late at nite. It's best that you seek guidance and protection from the ONE that you believed in.

gone~~~

Everythin's gone....

Good or Bad...all gone

Right and Wrong..gone

Together and Apart...gone

Happy and Sad..gone

Fun and Excitement...gone

Time and Effort..gone

Truth and Lies...gone

Care and Feelings..gone

Sweat and Tears...gone

Heart and Soul..gone~~~

i miss..............

You ar.....

Where will you be?

lazy lar

Juz some photos before the competition which will be in FB anyway

Random~

Here's what i did lately on my free time~~


1st, a beautiful day on a brown sunny beach


I wonder who's this crazy woman that washes her legs with beer


It's ah kiu


Hehehe

2nd, celebrating my aunt's b'day

Mom,Dad and sis




Aunts, me n sis



Sis,aunt n uncle



The supporting characters


For the main character


Cute, happy face~~

3rd, was goin pure every Sat nite
the pic's all in fb (lazy to post here d and we seldom take pics there)
......but now no meaning goin there d.. :(

4th, routine yamcha session
no pics too coz don wanna leave any unwanted evidence...muahahhah
cutting down yc session as rui's not around can actually save money for the weekend :P

5th, jamming time..
Just usual practice and meeting sessions

6th, still waiting for somethin to happen..something big maybe~

about to change~~

i've never try to even mention bout my work or my company here before bcoz all this while i feel its not something to be proud of working there...except for meeting my collegues everyday for 6 days a week. they're really my motivation throughout all this 6 months. Everyday's party day with them around and certainly life will not be as fun and as funny anymore when i leave.

and now, after half a year, i finally got a much better offer and i've decided to take it. For surely i will not be able to speak of how much will i miss them and i wont let them know. let the memories be how its supposed to be will surely make things more beautiful. : )

New job, new life starts on monday and i'm not alone as rui will also be walking the same road as me on the exact date but in a diff location. proud dat she's strong enough to leave her comfy home. haha. Wish her all the best!

No reason...juz feel relax lookin at this pic..

sometimes im really desperate for u to read my updates and ask me whole lots of questions like u used to, but i know its impossible..and its also impossible for me to know urs. anyway, juz hope dat u're happy out there, u sleep well and u'll get wat u always wanted. i listen to the song n i think of u. times when both of us still matters.

Hat3

to be me.....

Can't be explained...haih~~

4 again..

It's 4.30 in the morning now and im right here sitting typing my blog.

Duno why dat i'm having the emo sickness again today...for the entire day..so bad, that my tears nearly burst out when i'm having discussion with my collegue..suddenly the feeling feels so unusual to me since i've no time to be emo for quite a long time.

Maybe i know that things are gonna change for the better for both of us after dragging for 2 years plus. Can't believe how time passed so quickly and now i'm afraid of the thoughts of never seeing ... again or not knowing where will ... be and what ... is doin, as all this while i'm quite sure bout ... whereabouts.

It's no doubt that i've let go of ... since i started working and when ... gave me a last hug yesterday, i still did not feel anything until ... msg me and tell me thanks. Not sure why, probably for the last, long waited hug.

Now that both of us have left that place dat seems very much like a home then, memories of us over there will soon be erased from our thoughts...
i know that we have to move on sometimes but i admit that i really hate changes and will take very long time to cope with it.

i try to have a good time round my frens tonite and i'm glad dat they've been accompanying me for the better or worst.

very~~~~hard

hard to understand and be understood,

hard to talk and listen,

hard to see and be seen,

hard to be alone and hard to be together...

Hard to be alive and hard to be in hell

sigh~

falling apart~~

sigh...felt like i've been living in hell this 2 days..

Juz got back from kl last sun..where sc put the last touch to the song. Now we know that its no fun at all doin recording..

Very very tired as i'm down with flu and the next day, high fever, migraine and worst flu...body is aching like mad n i took 2 days off from work..well..2days sounds so impossible as i wouldn't even take half a day off when i'm really desperate for a rest. Maybe its because of the money...i believe its the most stingy company u can find these days..hmm...i need a new job or i'll work till death and still let the company eat up all my money..

Here i am sick n still thinking of a way to run out from this circle of uncertainties and doubts of the human rights.