Stagnant~

I'm about to go to bed this cold evening..it feels relaxing to spend some time at home with family and the opportunity to crash the sack this early..

After started working, it just seems like everything, every feeling that used to flow inside of me have disappeared. I dont feel emo like i used to be, i dont drink like i used to drink, don't go out till 4 in the morning, don't text the person whom i'm not supposed to text back then, don't watch drama like how i've watched everyday.

Maybe everything i felt have been covered in a corner for the time being as i'm too tired to even try to pick up where i left of. For now, im juz gonna let things fall into place by itself.

Not gonna try to feel the things that i don't feel, and not gonna think of the things that wouldn't happen. Just like a robot, i wake up, work, eat, sleep and work again...until the day i found my feelings back again...


Without wind, without sunshine and without water~


Just stagnant...

Lately~

So many things happened without even realizing the sign of it comin..

First, going back to the office and trying to adapt with the new environment,new culture and new family..well... i'm not gonna comment anythin bout it..juz a routine stuff everybody has to go through..

Secondly, dealing with the leaving of a quitter. Hmm...in our lives, we will meet many that are cruel enough to quit on us even if they know that u needed them..if u thought somebody's reliable, i suggest u give a second thought! Be aware on WHO u rely on! Haha..

guess u cant control people's life huh? well...i guess what/who doesn't kill u makes u stronger..

Sorry that i cant precisely write my story here..maybe its better to have a lil mystery behind it..hehe

Everyone have this story but it depends on which angle u took it from!

Last weekend, me n the girls went to this Karabau cafe located at Jonker Street to watch our manyzer's and TF's performance. No doubt that the environment is very lively probably bcoz that place is full with other performers. Basically we just sat there the whole nite as we were waiting to TEAR the CB (not what u're thinking about ar!) but too bad, rui n i leave early as we have to get up very early the next morning.

N mel make it back on time again to catch this show..very lucky of her..haha..

Din take any pic tho, as it was kinda dark there.. :P