Monday, May 25, 2009

about to change~~

i've never try to even mention bout my work or my company here before bcoz all this while i feel its not something to be proud of working there...except for meeting my collegues everyday for 6 days a week. they're really my motivation throughout all this 6 months. Everyday's party day with them around and certainly life will not be as fun and as funny anymore when i leave.


and now, after half a year, i finally got a much better offer and i've decided to take it. For surely i will not be able to speak of how much will i miss them and i wont let them know. let the memories be how its supposed to be will surely make things more beautiful. : )


New job, new life starts on monday and i'm not alone as rui will also be walking the same road as me on the exact date but in a diff location. proud dat she's strong enough to leave her comfy home. haha. Wish her all the best!
No reason...juz feel relax lookin at this pic..





sometimes im really desperate for u to read my updates and ask me whole lots of questions like u used to, but i know its impossible..and its also impossible for me to know urs. anyway, juz hope dat u're happy out there, u sleep well and u'll get wat u always wanted. i listen to the song n i think of u. times when both of us still matters.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Hat3

to be me.....

Can't be explained...haih~~

Saturday, May 9, 2009

4 again..

It's 4.30 in the morning now and im right here sitting typing my blog.

Duno why dat i'm having the emo sickness again today...for the entire day..so bad, that my tears nearly burst out when i'm having discussion with my collegue..suddenly the feeling feels so unusual to me since i've no time to be emo for quite a long time.

Maybe i know that things are gonna change for the better for both of us after dragging for 2 years plus. Can't believe how time passed so quickly and now i'm afraid of the thoughts of never seeing ... again or not knowing where will ... be and what ... is doin, as all this while i'm quite sure bout ... whereabouts.

It's no doubt that i've let go of ... since i started working and when ... gave me a last hug yesterday, i still did not feel anything until ... msg me and tell me thanks. Not sure why, probably for the last, long waited hug.

Now that both of us have left that place dat seems very much like a home then, memories of us over there will soon be erased from our thoughts...
i know that we have to move on sometimes but i admit that i really hate changes and will take very long time to cope with it.

i try to have a good time round my frens tonite and i'm glad dat they've been accompanying me for the better or worst.