very~~~~hard

hard to understand and be understood,

hard to talk and listen,

hard to see and be seen,

hard to be alone and hard to be together...

Hard to be alive and hard to be in hell

sigh~

falling apart~~

sigh...felt like i've been living in hell this 2 days..

Juz got back from kl last sun..where sc put the last touch to the song. Now we know that its no fun at all doin recording..

Very very tired as i'm down with flu and the next day, high fever, migraine and worst flu...body is aching like mad n i took 2 days off from work..well..2days sounds so impossible as i wouldn't even take half a day off when i'm really desperate for a rest. Maybe its because of the money...i believe its the most stingy company u can find these days..hmm...i need a new job or i'll work till death and still let the company eat up all my money..

Here i am sick n still thinking of a way to run out from this circle of uncertainties and doubts of the human rights.

happie happie~~

ok....damn hyper after listenin to d instruments recording last 2 weeks...we're goin up again this weekend for vocals n keyboard...hopefully it will be as good..(sound system i mean)

maybe becoz of this, somebody (((keepssss on smiling))) eh rui?? Hahaha

Too excited as this is our first song and we even have goosebumps listening to it..Heheh..

Can't wait for it to be fully done..

and can't wait to let u guys listen...as me n rui cant stop listening..-wonder why- hmmmsss

anyway, get ready for the explosion...hahahaha...paiseh~~