stupid or naive?

For doing the same thing even though u know its wrong and it'll be going nowhere?

For some time, i really realized my mistake and promise myself not to fall in another trap ever again..

but then i let it start all over again willingly without stopping..

Hoping for happiness? maybe.

Or juz looking for excitement in such dull life of mine back then? probably.

Felt being used and then got dumped coz u're worthless anymore? very much.



It's a situation where im being cheated and im also the cheater!

A complicated thing~~