Tuesday, July 8, 2008

work work work..

this week is the 7th week of my working period and i've already felt i've been working for like forever...no doubt that this job makes me happy as i get to travel all the time..well, everyday indeed..i met quite a few kind of people in this period. feel really tired...i mean just imagine that u have to travel almost 4-5 hours a day for everyday......i hope i can make it..as my bosses have certain levels of confidence in me.
however, it's sad to know that sometimes..what u want is not what u will get..as for this week,i've learnt that not everybody u know will like u for who u are no matter how good u behave in front of them. they just cant wait to condemn u..will i be able to stand strong in front of them in the future? who should i trust so that i know the road that i'm taking is the correct one? how do i know the instructions i follow will lead me to hell?
i guess that's the differences between working life and studying life huh? till these days, i still miss my uni life very very much..the happiest time of my life...i learn to laugh and at the same time to work hard as a team..the time that we've had, there's no way anybody or anything could replace it...and soon, i'll be attending my convocation...will i meet them again? i dunno...
i hardly find happiness nowadays as everything is so routine..nothing seem to matters..or maybe am i being blinded by all the problems i've faced or seen?
i wish the day would come again...maybe tonite when i'm sleeping, tomoro, next month or next year.......the day my heart feel happy again.

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